Consecration

Excerpts from “Twelve Baskets Full” by Watchman Nee

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“Sin yields sorrow; salvation yields peace and joy.

If you love the Lord Jesus, you should tell Him.

God says He will bless us when we obey Him.

To have fellowship with the Lord Jesus is far more important than to work for Him.

May every morning become your life’s new beginning.

The Bible was given to us as a teacher for this present age. Have you read it?

For the continuous growth of life in Christ, you need ceaseless prayer.

God says, “I will keep thee.” Faith answers, “Lord! I thank You because You surely will keep me.”

If God puts the tears of His people in a bottle, how could He not listen to their prayers?

The mercy of God, the love of Christ, and the coming glory are all calling God’s children to offer their lives.

To have a true walk with God just one time can cause your heart to marvel and worship more than a hundred years of walking on this earth by natural sight. Your duty is to be at rest in God’s hand under whatever circumstances there may be.

God reveals Himself when we are in need (Exo. 15:22-26). When we consider ourselves to be strong, we rely on our own strength, resulting in spiritual weakness. When we know how useless we are and thus rely on His strength, we are strong.

Difficulties provide the atmosphere for miracles and are the initial step to miracles. If there is to be a great miracle, what is encountered must not only be something hard, but something absolutely impossible to overcome. Whether the Lord has spoken or not, we can fully trust in a Savior who is without worry or fear.

If God leads you to walk a way that you know, it will not benefit you as much as if He would lead you to take the way that you do not know. This forces you to have hundreds and thousands of conversations with Him, resulting in a journey that is an everlasting memorial between you and Him.

Your Leader will lead you to walk an untrodden way, to go down a path you never dreamed of. He is afraid of nothing, and He wishes you to be afraid of nothing also. He is with you. In desperate situations it is His joy to see His children grasping His hands.

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It is abnormal for a saint to seek worldly glories. Those who love the Lord do not wish to be great in this world. Among the saints in the church of God, however, many still crave for a high position and to be called Rabbi. The crisis with the saints is not in the world but in the church!

How wise is the Lord! He told us to call each other only brother and to use no other title. It is regrettable that many, even among the brothers, want to be a great brother! If we have not allowed the Holy Spirit to work the Spirit of the cross in us, we cannot avoid a wicked heart to pursue a name.

Many consider that the world is in the world, without realizing that the world is also in the church and in the hearts of the saints! Unless one is truly dead to the world, it is hard to rid oneself of this kind of heart. Only those saints who have truly died with the Lord on the cross can be dead to the world in the church and in their hearts.”

Excerpt from Working Saints Fellowship at 2018 Thanksgiving Day Conference in Charlotte, NC

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Transcript:

… I’m very burdened for this group of saints, and as one of the brothers pointed out, the working saints, it is really a reality that the working saints are the backbone of the Lord’s recovery. And in my observation of the saints and of the churches, many times the the young people are very active: the high school, the college students have a lot going on. They have college trainings and internships and college conferences, robust church life for the college students and even the younger than college students. And they can be very active in the church life. And then you look at the older saints — at least in the locality where I am — faithful older saints who serve in the practical service, day in and week in and week out. When we have our prophesying meeting, often the first ones to prophesy are the older saints, who have been around for 30 years, 40 years in the recovery.

But it is conspicuously obvious that there is a group that is at least not fully employed in the church life, and it’s the working saints. The ones who should be the backbone of the church life and should be bearing the bulk of the burden among the churches are somewhat retired. It’s strange how, very active is young people, active is older saints, but this period of time that we call working saints, often there is a kind of a retirement, a spiritual retirement that goes on. Or at least an under-employed situation among the working saints.

And I tell you I don’t think this is an accident. I believe the enemy knows this as well, that this group is really the critical and crucial group in the Lord’s recovery, the working saints. You know we have a lot of blessings in the Lord’s recovery. We’ve been blessed a lot, the Lord has blessed us with some wonderful factors in the Lord’s recovery. One is, like we’re enjoying this weekend, the word in the Lord’s recovery is so rich. The ministry is open to us, the word is open to us, there’s no shortage with the word, no shortage in the ministry. Besides just the plethora of ways to get the ministry: the books, electronically, songs, there’s all kinds of ways to enter into the ministry, it’s all in our hands. Besides that, we have such a oneness in the Lord’s recovery. I’ve been in the church life since I was eight years old and in my years I’ve never seen such a oneness among the churches. The blending really works! Certainly we need more blending, but we have some blending that has resulted in a oneness. There’s a oneness among the coworkers that is maybe unprecedented. There’s a oneness and blending among the leading brothers in the churches. We have a lot of positive things in the Lord’s recovery.

But if we have all of these positive things, saints, we have to ask ourselves — why is the Lord’s recovery not more prevailing in the United States? Why is it not? If we have the Word, we have oneness, we have the riches. We don’t have persecution in the United States to preach the gospel, we don’t have persecution to practice the church life. All this is so well laid out for us to flourish in the United States. Why have we not flourished? Why are there still too few churches? And why are churches so small?

I don’t claim to be the expert to answer this, but I have considered this: I think it has to do with the working saints as being one factor at least. There is a great, great temptation when you’re working, I know. I worked for 28 years and I know it is a great temptation. Everything that you will give to your job, they will take. Every hour you give them they’ll take two. There’s no limit to what you can give to your profession. And frankly the tide of the age is such that there is no limit to what you can give to your family, to your children! To practices and sports and music and all that goes on and on and on. And eventually what does that do to a person? Your job is demanding everything from you, your family’s demanding everything from you, well what’s left over for the church life? Go to church on Sunday morning?

And so for the next 30 years you’re around, you’re positive, you’re not against it, but the consecration isn’t there. And brothers and sisters I just say this because I know this from my own experience: unless we reconsider our living and reconsider — what are we doing here? What is our family for? What is our job for?

When I was in high school, Brother Lee shared the messages from Genesis about the pillar builders, and that was a big wake-up call in the Lord’s recovery because at that time I remember a lot of brothers — you know the stories, they were pool cleaners and yard maintenance guys, because they wanted to be available for the trainings and the conferences. This was the heart of the brothers. And Brother Lee said, “No, you need to get the best education, the best training the world has to offer you, and then lay it at the Lord’s feet.”

Well, we got the first part of it. A lot of brothers got educated, got the best jobs. But maybe we didn’t take the last part of his fellowship and then lay it down, and let our Tyrenean father die. We forgot that part of it. And we ended up with good jobs, making lots of money, with a nice house, and good family and children, living the American dream. And the Lord’s house lies waste.

Brothers and sisters, I realize we’re probably here talking to the choir, so to speak. Because if you’re at this conference you paid a price to be here, and if you’re here in this meeting today I’m sure you paid a price to be here as well.

But this group of saints in the Lord’s recovery must reconsider your living. This is just my feeling. You must reconsider: what are you living for? What is your family for? What is your job for? Between a husband and wife, to sit down and… you know sometimes we get so busy and the world is spinning so fast around us, you never stop and say, “Wait a minute! Is this the life we signed up for? We’re running to practices, we’re running to soccer and piano and this and that and working overtime. We can’t make the prayer meeting, we certainly can’t serve on Saturday morning, we can’t get to the ministry meeting because we just have too many….”

Is that the life that we dreamed about when we were in college? I don’t think so. I just don’t think that that is what we were aspiring to. We were aspiring to live to the Lord! We were aspiring to give everything to the Lord, we had patterns in front of us who did that, who gave everything to the Lord.

I just hope as a response, at least, you would reconsider your living today before the Lord in a very sober-minded way: how am I spending my time? I know when you’re young it doesn’t seem like it, but time is fleeting. The years start clicking by, and pretty soon you’ll be saying I retired last year.

Brothers and sisters, consider your participation in the church life, your function in the church life, your participation in the church meetings. I won’t ask, but I’d like to know: how many are in the prayer meeting of the church every week? Brothers and sisters, this is not a small thing. This is where the church is doing battle and fighting for the Lord’s interest on the earth.

I’ll just end with this: in a very practical way to respond, certainly to reconsider and re-consecrate your life to the Lord, and your family’s life, your children’s life to the Lord. But on top of that, saints, consider this:

Migration is a wonderful way to have a restart. It is a wonderful way to go from under-employed to fully employed overnight, to migrate to a new city. And I believe in the coming year even, and coming years, there’s gonna be more opportunities for migration to good cities, good places to live and raise families, but good places to go fishing. Good places to gain people.

And some of us, you’re young, but you’re already set, settled, and occupied. You’re already immovable. Don’t become immovable! Be available to the Lord’s move. Be available to migrate, to be uprooted, to leave all the things that are occupying you and have a restart, where you’re moving there not to make money. Yes, you’ll find a job, you’ll get a job — you’re moving there for the Lord’s interest.

There are two ways to move: you can move for a better job, or you can move for the Lord’s interest. And many of us have no qualms about moving for a better job. Oh of course, that makes total sense. Move to start the church in another city?! Why would I do that? I can’t do that! I have a job, I have kids.

Well, in the beginning, it was not so. That’s not our history. That’s not where we came from. That wasn’t the generation that I saw ahead of me. My parents, we migrated… my dad never met a migration he wasn’t burdened for. We moved and moved and moved. I went to a different school every year of my life until 11th grade. Not one move was for a better job. Not one move was for a better house. Not one move was for better schools. It was for the Lord’s move. That’s our history. That’s my history, but that’s your history as well.

Brothers and sisters, don’t let this age suck you in. Don’t let it occupy you. The tide of this age is strong one way. We are against the tide. We’re not living here to make more money. We’re not living that our kids would have every single perk available to them! That’s not what our life is about! We are here for the Lord’s recovery! We’re here for His interest on the earth and there’s a battle for you in this stage of your life. Amen.

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What is the Lord worth to us?

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“Now when Jesus was in Bethany, in the house of Simon the leper, a woman came to Him, having an alabaster flask of ointment of great value, and she poured it on His head as He reclined at table. But when the disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, Why this waste?” (Matthew 28:6-8)

“In the world’s estimation the service of the Lord, and our giving ourselves to Him for such service, is sheer waste. He has never been loved, never had a place in the hearts of the world, so any giving to Him is a waste. Many say: ‘Such-and-such a man could make good in the world if only he were not a Christian!’ Because a man has some natural talent or other asset in the world’s eyes, they count such people are really too good for the Lord. ‘What waste of a useful life!’ they say.

Let me give a personal instance. In 1929 I returned from Shanghai to my home town of Foochow. One day I was walking along the street with a stick, very weak and in broken health, and I met one of my old college professors. He took me into a teashop where we sat down. He looked at me from head to foot and from foot to head, and then he said: ‘Now look here; during your college days we thought a good deal of you and we had hopes that you would achieve something great. Do you mean to tell me that this is what you are?’ Looking at me with penetrating eyes, he asked that very pointed question. I must confess that, on hearing it, my first desire was to break down and weep. My career, my health, everything had gone, and here was my old professor who taught me law in the school, asking me: ‘Are you still in this condition, with no success, no progress, nothing to show?’

But the very next moment—and I have to admit that in all my life it was the first time—I really knew what it meant to have the “spirit of glory” resting upon me. The thought of being able to pour out my life for my Lord flooded my soul with glory. Nothing short of the Spirit of glory was on me then. I could look up and without a reservation say: ‘Lord, I praise Thee! This is the best thing possible; it is the right course that I have chosen!’ To my professor it seemed a total waste to serve the Lord; but that is what the Gospel is for—to bring us to a true estimate of His worth.

Judas felt it a waste. ‘We could manage better with the money by using it in some other way. There are plenty of poor people. Why not rather give it for charity, do some social service for their uplift, help the poor in some practical way? Why pour it out at the feet of Jesus?’ (See John 12:4-6.) That is always the way the world reasons. ‘Can you not do something better with yourself than this? It is going a bit too far to give yourself altogether to the Lord!’

But if the Lord is worthy, then how can it be a waste? He is worthy to be so served. He is worthy for me to be His prisoner. He is worthy for me just to live for Him. He is worthy! What the world says about this does not matter. The Lord says: ‘Do not trouble her’. So let us not be troubled. Men may say what they like, but we can stand on this ground, that the Lord said: ‘It is a good work. Every true work is not done on the poor; every true work is done to Me’. When once our eyes have been opened to the real worth of our Lord Jesus, nothing is too good for Him.”

(The Normal Christian Life, chapter 14 — italics in original)

When we look back, we have to acknowledge that everything the Lord has done is meaningful

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“The cross is not merely a doctrine. It has to be carried out in practice. The cross has to be realized in us; all the things that belong to us have to be destroyed. As we are smitten once, twice, many times, there will come a time when spontaneously we will become sober; we will no longer be arrogant. The way is not through denying our arrogance when our memory reminds us of it. That kind of denial will disappear in five minutes. Only after a man passes through God’s chastisement will his pride be forever stripped. A man may be proud at first, but after he is smitten by God once, twice, many times, he will begin to humble himself, and his arrogance will begin to erode away. No teaching, doctrine, or memorization will destroy the outer man. Only God’s chastisement and the Spirit’s discipline will destroy it. When a person is dealt with by God, spontaneously he will not dare to be proud. He does not have to force himself to remember this lesson. He does not act this way because he has heard a message a few days ago about it. He is not acting according to teaching. His pride has been knocked out, removed. He abhors his own methods and views them like fire; he is afraid of being burned. We live by God’s grace, not by our memory. God has to smite us to the extent that we will be the same whether or not we remember to act that way. Such a work is reliable and lasting. When the Lord finishes such a work in us, we will not only receive grace and be strong in our inner being, but the outer man which was once a hindrance and frustration to the Lord’s word, purpose, and presence will now be broken. Formerly, the outer man and the inner man could not be joined together. Now the outer man prostrates in fear and trembling; it has yielded itself to God and is no longer at odds with the inner man.

Every one of us needs to go through dealings from the Lord. In looking back, we find the Lord dealing with us item by item. He is continually breaking our outer shell and knocking down our outward independence, pride, and selfishness. When we look back at all that has happened in the past, we have to acknowledge that everything the Lord has done is meaningful.

I hope that God’s children would see the significance of the discipline of the Holy Spirit. God wants us to see that we are poor, that we have been going against Him, that we have failed, that we have lived in darkness, walked by ourselves, and been proud and arrogant for a long time. Now we know that the Lord’s hand is on us to break us. Let us put ourselves in His hand unreservedly and unconditionally, praying that this breaking work will be accomplished in us. Brothers and sisters, the outer man must be broken! Do not try to save the outer man from being wrecked while hoping to build up the inner man. As we pay attention to the work of breaking, we will spontaneously witness the work of building.”

(The Breaking of the Outer Man and the Release of the Spirit, chapter 6)

What is a truly consecrated man?

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“The result of consecration is that we are caused to cut off all our relationships with people, matters, and things, and especially to abandon our future and wholly belong to God. We need to consider this matter also in the light of the offerings of the Old Testament. When a bullock was taken for sacrifice and offered upon the altar, he was immediately cut off from all his previous relationships. He was severed from his master, his companions, and his corral. After he was consumed by fire, he even lost his original form and stature. All his choicest parts were changed to a sweet smelling savor to God, and all that was left was a heap of ashes. Everything was cut off, and everything was finished. This was the result of the bullock being offered to God. Since our consecration is also an offering to God, the result must also be the same. There must be the giving up of everything to be burned to ashes by God to the point where all is finished. If evidence of this relinquishing of all things and burning to ashes is not seen in a man, there is something wrong with his consecration. Some brothers and sisters still have hopes after their consecration of becoming such and such a person. This proves that their future has not been given up.

The future we are speaking about includes not only our future in this world, but also our future in the so-called Christian world. We all know how the world naturally attracts us and offers the hope of a future in it, but even the so-called Christian world holds an attraction to us and offers a hope of a future in it. There are some, for example, who hope to be famous preachers, some to be world-wide evangelists, and some to obtain the degree of doctor of divinity. All these are hopes for the future. Brothers and sisters, if we have been enlightened, we will discover that even in our hope for more fruit in our work, our hope for more people to be saved through our gospel preaching, our hope to lead more brothers and sisters to love the Lord, and our hope for more local churches to be built by our hand—even in these hopes—there are hidden many elements which are for the building up of our future. When we see the prosperity of others, we become envious. When we see the achievement of others, our heart is moved. All this proves that we still have hopes in our own future. All these hopes, however, never exist in a consecrated person. A truly consecrated man is a man who has given up his future. He abandons not only his future in the world, but also his so-called spiritual future. He no longer has hopes for himself in anything; all his hope is in God. He lives purely and simply in the hand of God; he is what God wants him to be and does what God wants him to do. Whatever the outcome may be, he does not know and does not care. He only knows that he is a sacrifice, wholly belonging to God. The altar is forever the place where he stands, and a heap of ashes is forever the result. His future has been utterly abandoned.

This giving up of the future is not a reluctant act after something has already occurred to wreck your future hopes; it is a willing surrender before such an event. It is not waiting till you have lost or failed in your business and then giving up. It is not waiting till you lose your job, till you cannot enter college, or till you fail to obtain a Ph.D. degree, and then give up. It is not this. When we speak of giving up the future, we mean that when a profitable business opportunity awaits you, when an excellent job awaits you, or when a Ph.D. degree awaits you, you willingly give it all up for the Lord’s sake. This is truly called the giving up of the future. Even if the entire glory of Egypt is placed before you, you can say to it, “Goodbye, I must go to Canaan.” Perhaps Satan will continue to call you from behind, saying, “Do come back. We have a Ph.D. degree here and an Egyptian palace for you. This is a rare opportunity.” If at this time you can face him and tell him straightly, “Be gone; these are not my portion,” this then is a true giving up of the future.”

(The Experience of Life, Ch. 3)

Let me love and not be respected

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“Let me love and not be respected;
Let me serve and not be rewarded;
Let me labor and not be remembered;
Let me suffer and not be regarded.
‘Tis the pouring, not the drinking;
‘Tis the breaking, not the keeping —
A life suff’ring to seek others’ blessing,
A life of loving and of true comfort giving.
Not expecting pity or concern,
Not accepting solace or praise;
Lonely, even forgotten;
Wordless, even forsaken.
Tears and blood for the righteous crown
My price shall be; losing all,
My cost for a faithful pilgrim’s life.
‘Twas the life, O Lord, that You chose to live
In those days when on earth You walked,
Gladly suff’ring all injuries and loss
So that all might draw near and repose with You.
I cannot see how much farther I shall go;
Still I press on, knowing there is no return.
Let me follow Your pattern, so perfect and true,
Bearing all gratefully without complaint.
In this time of trial, O my Lord,
I pray that You would wipe my hidden tears away;
Let me learn, O Lord, that You are my reward;
Let me be a blessing to others all my days.”

(hymn by Watchman Nee, circa 1930)

God is not after our work, but ourselves

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“For what purpose was the burnt offering placed on the altar? It was to be wholly burned. Many of us think that we offer ourselves to God to do this or that for Him, whereas what He wants of us is a burning. He does not need a bullock to plow the field for Him; He wants the bullock to be burned on the altar. God is not after our work, but ourselves. He wants us to offer ourselves to Him and be burned for Him. The altar does not signify doing something for God but living for God. The altar does not mean having busy activities but having a living for God. No activity or work can replace the altar. The altar is a life that is totally for God. Unlike the sacrifice of the Old Testament, which was utterly burned in one act, the sacrifice of the New Testament, as depicted in Romans 12, is the presenting of our bodies as a living sacrifice. Daily we are consumed on the altar, yet daily we are living; we are ever living, yet ever consumed. This is the sacrifice of the New Testament.”

(The Life of the Altar and the Tent, pp. 5-6)